Still here...

Hey everyone I'm really starting to like blogging any who my day got off to a very slow start  i woke up at 08:32 am and laid in bed til 9:30 am and didn't leave the house till I think 11:30am. Now I'm just chilling till its time for bed excuse my grammar and my spelling I'm just chilling tonight applying for other jobs in hopes for some satisfaction... Oh well have a good evening and be safe.

                                                            xoxox  ~Femininebeauti

Existing v.s. Living Which one are you doing?

I'm so all over the place this morning. Have you ever had a day that you  anxious waiting on the next step in life? Some how some way i feel like in my current position i feel like I'm not gonna get there at this speed. I'm currently working in my career field and partial enjoy it well like it ha ha

 I just want a change something that i will enjoy something that I love i think I'm going to start a quest to find out what i really love i mean get down to the meat of what makes me happy cause right now i just feel like I'm existing.....

any whooo love you guys and stay bless.

xoxoxo- feminine beauti

Hi stoping by.......

Hi everyone just dropping by to those that stop by and check out my blog. I have a lot of things coming up however my out let to get them to you is down ie my computer and my editing software. I truely have a lot to talk about life, love, fashion, career, faith, and a whole lot more so stick around and bare with me.



xoxoxo feminine beauti

Summer haul Nyx swatches

 

                                                           

NXY PEARL from left to right

Grass pearl, Oro pearl, Lime pearl, Rust pearl, Very Pink pearl, Liac pearl, Fanta pearl, Space pearl

                                                                                               

                      

 

I also purchase four nxy eye shadows from left to right [ Sensual, Rust, Spring Flower, Exotic Green]

To see what else  I got for my summer haul please check out my youtube channel youtube/airmanjones18 for Part 1 & Part 2 of my summer haul. There also will be more to come so stick around.
xoxoxo femininebeauti

Just how im feeling today

   Hi guys um this is just a good rant of how I’m feeling today forgive me cause my grammar nor my punition is going to be correct just because I’m saying what’s on my mind and how I’m feeling. Today was a mix day for me because i had a good day overall but at the same time i for those who don’t know i am celibate since (proclaim) the top of the year and i am trying to practice Romans 12:1-3 well the mix or the not so good part comes in because i have been feeling so convicted i have been allowing not so innocent thoughts to consume me to think the inevitable. I know you guys are like well what’s the big freaken deal? The big deal is I have been mentally happy since I did this it has tooken a load off of me. I don’t have to think about a lot of things that use to wreck my brain. For instance it use to be oh do I look fat? Does he really care about me? Why am I doing this? Even though I have not been with a lot of ppl sex was just becoming a thing that was making me hard (like a guy) as far as emotions I would find myself not wanting anything to do with the man that I was intimate with and I would get what I wanted and leave and he would never hear from me again and so I decided that maybe deep down inside that wasn’t what I wanted I didn’t want my view of true intimacy ruin so I decided to keep it lock for a year well its six months into that year and I am hitting some bumps in the road.  There is this guy that I am really liking and here it is he don’t want to compromise on intimacy (smh) and I am having a real tough time coping with this so I have been letting my thoughts wonder about how it would really be and that has took a negative effect on things cause I just feel that is just too early to even be thinking about that. It’s really wearing me down on the spiritual side cause Romans 12: 1 says “present yourself a living sacrifice" and I just feel if I’m off in la la land how  am I doing that. I mean I know I’m human but it still is bothersome any who this is just my thoughts guys until next time

xoxoxo

femininebeauti

makeup vanity and storage ideas

This video is very special to me cause its the very first video that has made my blog i gotta start writting more on my blog this is such a stress reliever
xoxoxo femininebeauti

The Art of Dance (bachata)

Hi Ladies and Gents
    
   Today was a random but fun day I hung out at the house with my Aunt Gloria and watch videos all day.
and at  the end of the day I started searching YouTube and when I did I typed in "am i dreaming" by Kat De-Luna and there was a line that said "Got my heart up in this dance what a beautiful man dance Batchata as we rock on the set" and i entered Batchata in the search bar on YouTube and i watched these people dance this beautiful and sex dance. I was like i got to try it and so i found a dance studio to learn how to Batchata when i go to my first class i will keep you posted but this is going to be added on to my list of new hobbies right a long with blogging and YouTube lol. Until next time guys be safe and God bless

xoxoxo Femininebeauti